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by Josie Loner

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1.
Cognition 04:35
Born into a world Delicately rhythmic Everybody knows the rules No one knows who wrote them Mine is not a name you’ve heard Made of words of little worth Washed out in a storm of other Online pseudonyms Take your own way out Sabotaging memory To better suit the mission Sleeping with the clouds You can stop the dream but… You know that you can’t escape it. You can’t escape cognition. I am in a bad way So I frequent nasty places Those kids are cannibals Gnawing at the bit One drink for inhibition Three drinks deep I’m pathetic Awake against volition Cocaine cut with anaesthetic Take the long way out Sabotaging memory To better suit the mission Sleeping with the clouds You can stop the dream but… You know that you can’t escape it. You can’t escape cognition
2.
Illuminate the dunes of deceit Excavate the ruins of meaning Breathe! Breathe! Sulfuric breeze! Drink deep petroleum seas Feel the tame rage Shame in the body Rewrite your brain Like a blank page Or put another faceless Baby in a nameless grave? Hey! Why not? The world is your video game! Let the children play Recruiting for a new crusade In their name Welcome to the US of A We’re bombing innocents in your name And locking little kids in a cage The world’s gonna end anyday If we don’t change our ways Assimilate! Or you’re coming with me! See? See! The diamonds are violence Silencing sirens with grief Who’s free? Cyclical prisons insist freedom is greed My identity’s a fashion statement in a fascist state. So watch what you say! Go and get an education Never mind the interest rate You can’t pay! Welcome to the information age! They’re watching you so watch what you say! Your secrets are safe with the surveillance state, but Who needs COINTELPRO when you have Facebook? Living the American Dream Forty hour week and you can’t afford to eat You could lose your cool and kill a billionaire in the street But could you keep history from repeating? Change our ways Change our ways Change our ways Change our ways The world’s gonna end anyday We can’t wait
3.
As the years go by I see I paid for my mistakes in wasted time. Youth and potential drain like grains from the hourglass. I’m not getting any younger. What am I waiting for? Transfixing fissures Futures diverge Clairvoyant visions Losses incurred Spectres erotic Secrets divined Sleep till despotic But which dream was I? Now my Hourglass’s Grains are draining Fate awaits and You must claim it All my wills are Numb and vacant Prime escaped I hesitated I’ve been waiting Waiting and waiting Waiting and waiting Waiting and waiting Waiting and waiting Waiting and waiting I’ve been so patient But what am I waiting for? What am I waiting for? Forbidden visage Futures don’t learn Sacred decisions How to discern? Defile my body politic Tempestuous gaze Bomb every mental monolith My conquerors raised Why don’t you? Acquiesce! And quit complaining! Be a man! And make your payments! Spare your praises! Let’s get wasted! Find a lover! Learn to hate them! I can’t take this Fatal existence I made this, I made this Framework of cynicism I need it! I need this! I cannot defeat this! My strength is my weakness What am I fighting for? What am I fighting for? What am I fighting?
4.
Naughty naughty naughty I just can’t seem to behave I abuse my body Till I disassociate You can try to stop me I’ll do anything To escape from feeling the pain I been in a bad way But when I’m feminine I’m okay I get my panties in a knot Cus I’m not quite famous But I’m hot and I’ve got cocaine! Looking for a new touch Is the lipstick too much? One lover is too many A thousand is never enough Naughty naughty naughty I been on my worst behavior Discipline me mommy Tie me up and make me pay Gotta get my body Back under control Fly my spaceship into the sun If you got a problem Well that’s your problem, sweetie! Everyone’s against me! I’m an angel though! Just look at me! I can use my looks to get shit for free Twist truth enough to change history I’ll abuse your trust to gain sympathy When the consequences come I’ll be nowhere to be seen though Oh, okay! You caught me! I’m a fucker I’m a faggot I’m a cheater I’m a liar Cocaine came up on me! I’m a sinner I’m an addict But at least I’m inspired! Tell me that you want me! I’m an alcoholic ingrate craving desire Past mistakes they haunt me Past mistakes they haunt me I’m a cosmic kamikaze On a suicidal pleasure cruise Can’t escape my body Still I’m gaining altitude I need a new attitude But today is too soon Fly my spaceship into the sun
5.
Sex Addict 04:35
It just takes a touch baby Intoxicate me With your energy But it’s getting late baby And I’ve got someone Waiting on me Something in the moonlight Glitters in your eye Like a crystal stream Of mysteries And paradise is on the other side Lead me not into temptation Yes I know it’s wrong I shouldn’t lie We’ve all got our weaknesses I am no different. I don’t know what to say It’s my past, I can’t erase it I’ve got guilt and I’ve got shame But what good do they do? What good would it do To say sorry If behavior doesn’t change? But I quit coke! I changed my name! But what good did it do? I just need to be alone I just need to be alone I just need to be alone I just need… To talk about trust baby I know that you tried to trust me Did I take too much baby? Or did we both give when too depleted? You know I’m such a slut baby And we both know you love to discipline me It just takes a touch baby And I get drunk on ecstasy It just takes a touch baby I get hooked on your sensation Taste me baby I get drunk on ecstasy Touch me baby But lead me not into temptation Taste me baby We’ve all got our weaknesses I am no different I don’t know What to do To expose My inner truth I know my youth Is no excuse Did I reenact abuse? Now the city loves to shame me Put the stigma onto my name I guess I’m here for your entertainment I’ll destroy what I’ve created I don’t want to be alone (what’s that mean to you?) I don’t want to be alone (what’s that mean to you?) I don’t want to be alone (what’s that mean to you?) I don’t want to be alone So touch me baby I get hooked on your sensation Taste me baby I get drunk on ecstasy Touch me baby But lead me not into temptation Taste me baby We’ve all got our weaknesses I am no different
6.
Lies 07:20
I been telling lies All day I been telling lies All day I been telling lies I’m afraid to show my face I been late to rise Soon enough you’ll all know my name Vespers of the night Delegates of envious fates Purify the sky Loving is an empty escape Empty escape, empty escape Empty escape, empty escape Empty escape, empty escape Empty escape, empty escape I been killing time Time will take her vengeance one day Comet tails alight Spirits through the whispering vein Pixelated eye Vitriolic, vacant and vain Tell me what to buy I’ll never see the glory of space The glory of space Hide my face! Go to space! Hide my face! Go to space! Hide my face! Go to space! Hide my face! Go to space!
7.
O, Misery! 03:01
O, misery! How many seasons I’ve wept beneath Your cold canopy Grieving beneath the sweet evergreen Where the hooded silhouettes march through the mist With their eyes alight like violet amethyst From the depths of night a violent premonition A silent horror without intermission Antipathy! Your gloom could mute the blooms of the spring With frost and disease Wraith that haunts my dreams and my waking The sky is colorless like deep depression And my faculties are dulled into regression Aimless now I walk without direction In this land where prayer offers no protection I’ve returned in dreams but always I’m pursued By phantasmal apparitions of my youth Though I question their verisimilitude They lock me up and drain me of my youth
8.
Be Free 06:12
I must take my own advice Confront this misery Choose whose war to fight I must fight To survive Adapt or die Is my design You better pay me for my time Life is still finite In the space you have divided Can’t reciprocate her kindness I want you to be free You won’t find peace in me I want you to be free To feel, to see Be free Temptations of the night Eyes that prey on need Choose which wolf you’ll feed Till you bleed out in the streets In pools of need Meet your defeat Will you build a better life? Phoenix tails ignite I won’t be your casualty Won’t let temptation conquer me I just want to be free Be free
9.
Agoraphilia 04:38
I’m reminiscing on the vernal Equinox of our love When an ocean of blossoms Erupted above I thought our love could be eternal But my addictions were infernal Now I yearn for an alternate branch of the timeline I wish I could journey back when We were in Love! Love! Love! Beneath a citrus sun We were euphoric, idyllic And agoraphilic When we were in love We were in Love! Love! Love! Like nothing I could dream up We were like chamomile and honey Or hard drugs and money When we were in love Well the spring became the summer Then my pride and then the fall The sea combusted with a vivid color The embers raged into a squall The ashes of my lover Blot out the sky, eclipsed the sun Apocalyptic winter, endless and abysmal I wish I could change the past But I bet it all On a moment of pleasure Lost it all Now my grief knows no measure And I wish I could build myself a time machine Just to take it back I blew it all Like a sack full of powder True to form I was drunk on my power And I wish I could build myself a time machine Just to stop myself from ever being born Our love! It was a soft pink sunset Our love! It was a lilac serenade The sunbeams kissed Our shoulders as we undressed Naked, we bathed in A lily covered lake Oh! Our love! Love! Love! Perished too soon, too young We were like indigo magic Poetic and tragic When we were in love We were in Love! Love! Love! Like nothing I could dream up We were like chamomile and honey Hard drugs and money When we were in love
10.
I’m a hurricane Of altered states Drinking wind and rain From the window pane Blow a blade of snow From the mirror’s face A ghost you used to know But something’s changed Try to run away But you can’t escape it A decade of heartbreak Can’t be cured in one day Ten Years In Ten Years Out There’s a tortured train Whose reverberations haunt me when I’m sleeping Crying out in pain A grinding choir of iron phantoms weeping It winds behind the automotive graveyard And the barbed wire of the penitentiary Where the warden sells the prisoners for free labor He says time and time alone will set them free But they know better They say Ten Years In Ten Years Out Our love is dead And I murdered it Your blood inscribes the snow with poetry To narrate our love In all its tragedy I was wanted then And they came for me The past is now my prison I’m the author of my sentence Etch the walls of all our memories With penitent inscriptions Hundred letters to you written Sentimental dead laments I never sent You never read them Cus my words were murder weapons When the anguish of the train reverberates Through every junction of my being Singing voices in refrain explain instructions To create this composition A final fatal work of fiction Full of rage and strange addiction Learn to live with my decisions Ten years in Ten years out

about

In the last days of the human race, a lone voyager fell from the stars.

Assuming human form, the voyager was appalled at the atrocities of war, starvation, exploitation, greed and prejudice.

Thrown into existential despair and dismay at what this existence could possibly mean, the voyager found themself reaching for the many material pleasures of the human world.

But despite the promises of pleasure, the alien now found themself beholden to addictions and attachments that caused them great pain.

In that suffering lied the answers they sought. Only by journeying through the darkness could they truly learn what it means to be human.

credits

released December 17, 2022

Earthlings Who Aided My Quest

Fruit of Knowledge
Drums performed by Colin Oakley at Healer DIY in Indianapolis, IN. June 3, 2020.

Colin is a drummer for tons of bands in Indianapolis and he helps run Healer DIY, an immersive performance space that I worked at and held a brief residency at pre-COVID. He’s one of my besties!

Grains in the Hourglass
Primary tracking of drums, guitar, bass, and lead vox engineered by Jared O Brien at Georgina Joshi Studio on IU campus, January 2020.

I met him through my friends at The Blunderbuss Cabinet, a house performance space in Bloomington that does awesome variety shows. I told him that I had this song that was my baby, my true work of art that I wanted to be sure I gave it appropriate treatment. So he helped me book a session at a top of the line studio at the college in Bloomington with a very tasty overhead reverb chamber. You can hear it on the live drumkit that lore has it used to belong to Questlove.

Grains in the Hourglass Trombone performed by Shane Perryman at the home of Kimberly Walsh in Atlanta, GA. November 10, 2020.

Shane joined my old live band by literally jumping on stage with his horn during a show and we were like “there’s a gig tomorrow come through.” He played w us on the Adult Swim Bloodfeast session we did. He is a multi-instrumentalist who plays bass and keys. He’s got the touch, check his stuff out.

Cosmic Kamikaze

Trombone performed by Shane Perryman and Flute performed by Carolyn Reis.

Both tracked at my home in West End Atlanta, December 3, 2017. These horn sessions were actually some of the first on this whole record. Shane and Carolyn were both players in my live band at this time, Carolyn actually played on In The Tides of Time. They are both amazing people and incredible musicians that made this thang sound sexy!

Drums performed by Colin Oakley at Healer DIY in Indianapolis, May 25, 2020

Mixed by Tomas Uribe at Stanwood Studios.

Tommy is one of my favorite people I’ve ever met, a wise audio sage. First time we worked together I think was at this music festival called Seeds of Sound. He ran sound and recorded all the live bands all at once and I had mad respect for that kind of hustle. And he did it so calmly too! He’s a great musician and audio engineer, check him out.

Sex Addict
Featuring DrÍ on vocals, recorded March 21, 2019

DrÍ and I are old friends, we used to play a lot of shows together with her band Partials, and they actually helped be beef up some of the synth tones on some of my unreleased material. When she laid these vocals down in the studio we knew we had magic on our hands, like that little whistle she dropped at 4:10. Nobody saw that coming. She injected the whole track with immeasurable spirit and I am greatful to her for that.

Engineered and Mixed by Kenny Muto at Tomuto Sounds.

Kenny is one of the first people in this world that really believed in me as a musician and in a sense took me under his wing. He used to tour all over with a band back in the day and so he had more professional experience than me as a young twenty something writing songs out in the sprawl. He taught me a LOT about how to sing into a microphone, how to manage recording sessions and time to get the most out of your efforts. He recorded my first band’s EP. He gave me the space to learn how to perform in a studio environment when I otherwise would not have had access to one. So Kenny if you read this, know that I am greatful for all the guidance you’ve given me throughout the years, including the coproduction and mixing you did for this track.

Lies
All instruments performed, engineered and mixed by Josie Loner at her home studio in Indiana May 2020

O, Misery!
Special thanks to Colin Oakley for helping me acquire the church space to record the reverb live.
September 9, 2020. We recorded this in like three hours. We set up a close mic and two room mics in the church and by the time we were all routed then we just had to run it. One lead line take and three harmonies real real fast.

Be Free
All instruments performed, engineered and mixed by Josie Loner. We recorded those drums at Healer though and Colin helped!

Agoraphilia
Strings engineered and performed by Annie Leeth of Maze Studios in Atlanta. She is a talented producer, string player and songwriter that I highly recommend checking out. As you can hear from this track she elevated it to a whole new tier with those strings. Made my little love song a real smacker.

Ten Years In, Ten Years Out
Engineered by Geoff Duncanson at his studio in Yonkers, NY.

This was a really interesting session. We had a long convo about the industry’s tendency to overproduce before we recorded this with no click. We hung a ribbon up and did a vox/gtr track solo and then I tracked the bass and drums and some of the noisey electric guitar stuff all in one fast session. Then we added some subway sounds I had recorded on my phone.

I later added a lot of the supplementary backing vox and electric guitar, then I processed a lot of those reversed audio samples at the end through distortion units. Hopefully it doesn’t sound overproduced haha!

Anyway my other tracks relied heavily on the computer to keep everything together so it was refreshing to be allowed to just perform this one without a click so thank you Geoff for letting me express myself naturally.

All songs were mastered by wizard Jesse Mangum at The Glow Studios in Athens, GA

Special Thanks to Michael Tamlas for providing a preamp and compressor chain to boost my tracking capabilities

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